Tuesday, July 12, 2011

I hate my self

Is in the mood of struggling....
Sumthing secret that I can't tell anyone...
Once its break, I will lost many of my favorite...
Worst, the thing that I appreciate most and love, will lost.
My college's life come to the end soon........I believe , after this college's life, graduate on 2012 August will be my last life for my study journey...

After the 2012 August, it will turn my life into another level of life...
Maybe a working life will start, maybe....must be.........
hmmm..... 4.04am..(Wedneday)~ I sitting on floor... in my fren's room, she is sleeping.....I just too stress and could't fall asleep....Physically tired...but mentally super energetic...

She is my besties...the one special that appeared in my life....
I placed her in my heart deeply....I appreciate her more than a besties, it there is any word that deeper meaning than a sister that i can express or explain her........SHE deserve it.......
She just specially met me as fren.....FATE.
I will angry when she get bully, I will sad when seeing she moody, I will even happy when seeing her stupid smile hang on her face....

She is my fren , my besties, my sister and even more than a sister.....
Is true to say she will just forget me one day after the days to days after graduate........
In real, nothing will last long forever....
If I could, and I can....I wish she can just remember me always...and that is enough for a call for month.......*KEEP IN TOUCH YA*

But, I promise.... I wun forget you for each of the second.............when u nid me , I will still done it as what I promised you that I will be with you whenever you nid me, you will never alone to face any problems of yours............

My Hug always to warm u up....
My shoulder always ready to cheer you up...
My concern always there with ur side evry single seconds...

Yet,anything u wish ..........=)
remmber?? nothing is impossible for me to you.
did I dissapointed you before this?????

No!

~*MISS*~ ='(
I Miss you badly.
Although you are just beside me, but don;t know why the miss feeling is there....

maybe you are just too busy.....I nid your concern as well....
CAn You???



Tuesday, July 5, 2011

如果秘密已经守的很辛苦,我怎么办?

时间的流动~ ~我发现哪一个秘密困扰着我好辛苦~~~
可是, 我自己很清醒的知道那是不可以也不能说出来的秘密~
对自己的尊敬也是对我家人的尊敬~~~
学校的生涯就剩好短好短, 那意味着我和那些每天疯狂在一起的朋友的日子短了,不是过后不能再见, 而是要有 心理准备感情会淡。。。。不是对我们的有友情没有信心,而是那是改不了的自然实况。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

EMO的日子不好过~ 但试问有没有人可以叫我怎么掩饰?
怎样释放我该释放的情感?????
谁能给我胆去做我想做的??????????