一部戏，感动我～ 而自己演的一场戏却让我回不了原本的自己

人生如一场戏！ 听起来很老土～可是如果你正真的演了，你就知道，感觉不好受～

我演了，我开了一部人生的电影。。。。。还没有有结局，但想要不当演员了～～

演员的日子心惊胆跳～～ 即使当天不快乐！ 为了完成剧本上的快乐反应～你必须强颜微笑。。

我说的戏， 就是我所面对的人生～～～～ 演员是身边的每一个人～～～～每一个～～～

有恐怖的～感人的～温馨的～～～～但多半都是有关为自己的利益而变得恐怖的。。。。。双面人

势力，让人疯了自己

考试，现出了每个人的自私言行

第一，让人背后自相残杀

交际，让人变得不是自己

为了利益，以为假装就好～可是，假装背后的后果你懂吗？ 朋友！

告诉你，你会连自己也不认识自己，有一天～～～～

祝大家好运！

Me? EMo....impossible

XD~ 

Make up you destiny......^^

smiles, make ur life happy........

Emo, no longer with me......

Life, challenging........Im ready to face it..I promise!!!=)

We can run for a rest and peaceful but genius will never hide herself/himse.

Shows out what u want, shows them who are you, prove them you love....

Raise you fate with ur own destiny.....rest aside ur tired.......lock aside ur Emo....

Raise urself up..............hahaa.........EMo? go under rain.......[secret]....tat was really fun......

remmeber i got one geng of brother....haha..last itme they "lost their lover" they even bath under rain , under my living place"..................XDXD

Brothers..............I miss you guyz.........where u guyz...........................

haha.......time! already 2 semesters.........so fast.....

Is tat an equal sign for   "childish=miss home"? "only childish= cry"?

becoz childish therfore miss home? becoz childish therefore cry?

hmmmm......people ...tat is not true la...........cant guarantee my answer...but , without any reason.....its just not true......seriously.....WRONG STATEMENt~~~~~~

hehehehhehe............

~GOD BLEES YOU~

I done it....I deserved to test it....the test of challenges....

wow~ Recovered!!! =)

If can, i wish my life just live with my camera and my car....travel around and shooting...

world is just complicated....nothing can be perfect no matter how hard we try....

Done it, then ntg can regret...

there is scar after hurt...there are tears after sad......

people said, when a people carfe and mind you , tats y they angry and Emo becoz of you...is tat really true?

Never think much, just know I always hurt people without knowing what am I doin....

Exam reach soon......1st DEC~ yes...im studying alone all the time......but Virgo hate alone...is just make me a bit demotivated.....

haiz....library, life start again today 12.39pm>>>study 

纹身的价值就像小丑—一样珍贵

好多事情就这样发生，
有的让我开心有的让我难过，
朋友的关系我是那么的执著，
我在乎每一个朋友，
问题发生了，也太迟了，
挽回也有缺陷，放弃就永远没有结果，
我喜欢别人妒忌我一份很要好的友谊，因为那代表我们很要好，
但，我讨厌妒忌的人挑拨离间来损坏我们的关系，
人心好恐怖， 我到底几时才会学会自己照顾自己，不要再依靠别人，
女人的妒嫉心，我怕了，我怕了我自己，我更怕了一些。。。
到底几时，几时，我可以真真的不再给你任何一句。。。。
对不起！

假期不是很无聊但觉得好像很长。。

这就是我的假期。。。。。6天4夜LANKAWI + PERLIS。。。。。很累得开心假期
哈哈。。。特别要谢谢KEN 还有DAVID......haha..谢谢他们的招待照顾。。。。。
14 还有个GATHER。。。好期待。。。希望能嗮的更黑 :p
哈哈。。。。突然间的回家。。。妈妈好像很感动。。。哈哈。。。好笨哦~~！
假期别人2个月， 我的2星期。。。。朋友都在不满。。。
可是如果当想念一个人时，就会发现2个星期的假期好长。。。。
好矛盾， 不想上课但很想待在学校可是就是懒惰上课还有check 成绩。。。。。>hmmm~~~~==
矛盾吧？！！！
都没什么特别的事耶！
不过就是很想念。。。。。。。。

Finally~~final cuming...

final Exam visit me soon........i gonna suffer lotz and lotz to welcome him and her....
wat a nice "party" for tat final exam huh?Stupid!
please make me drunk...i dun want wake up.......i want blur all the time....
Blur, GOOD!...
Blur make me cant see through a thing clearly then i wont angry, sad, curious, worry, care......
Blur GOOD ah! blur make me no need to think so much........NIce ah! Give me a smile, humans.....
let see....wat time now......hmmmm~~~oops..6.10am.....preparing mkt presentation....wow!!
no more moody.....wat for moody..........damn.....
anyone..please DOnt tell me moody=sad......Coz Im sad and dissapointed, so? is tat mean i moody or wat?
Stupid world, create happy but dun want let me to be with it all the time. But, share me sad pulak. Go die....
OKOK!...i know..world is fair, sharing is caring. I share my happiness huh..but who share to me..again! Go die..

no comment ......haiz~~~

how to define????

IF jealous is define as hurt.........then i can say IM jealous.......
If hurt make people cry......then Im hurt........
If cry mean i care.....then i really care and think too much.....
I deserved to have all this challenge in my life........thanx GOD for the arrangement.....
Im happy....rally happy....happy when hanging around with all friends.....
I dun like alone......I dun like people not frenly......
Why they want to treat me tat way......i never hurt them before ...i treat them more than myself....
They reply me with ignore me when they got thing hanging around? they left me when the guy ask them out? they even switch off phone when then chatting with a guy that they dun like?
WAt the............
even the deep frenship, she dun want? ...........Am i the one too stupid for care this frenship?
maybe this is the real world....i shud learn to be more cruel.....
Yes...fine........try to challenge me and see.....Today, i really will fight bck....

is hard to define a true friend

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![yawn]~~~~~
long long long time.....din sign in and update...
one and the half months din bck hometown-feeling~ miss and sad
MIss hometown foods, friends and family~~~
assignments ah.....stupid assignments~~~~~go die la...who created assignments....???

But, really thanx to my friends that always with me and cheer me up.....FRIENDS....LOVE you all...
friendship~a relationship between you and another person....that call friend?
can friend upgrade to good friend ?best friend? ...
If best friend,izit the highest level???? is tat means after best then will be normal again?
is there any friendship cycle?
me and you friend...u and her friend ........but me and her not friend ....how to explain the relationship? izit....me and her gonna be friend? or me and her wun be friend but only u and her and you and me.......?

OOPs.....i make it become complicated......
anyway, there are some people i hav to specially thax and love them......they make me happy when im down, they make me laugh when im sad, they even create a sweet home for me when im missing home, they make me proud to be with them, they make me cry becoz their deep caring, they even make me confidence all the time, their accompany make me touch and swear to myself that i will ready to serve , to help , to cheer them up anytime, everywhere. Jolin Poon Promise............

我不可忘也不要求

只会说自己有多会关心人。
只会说很珍惜。
只会说帮别人。
只会。。。。。只会。。。。。。

更本就没有真真的做到，不会体恤别人的感受就乱乱忙别人，结果还不是伤害别人。
真的没有用，这个没用那个没用。。。你就是没用谭晓欣!
不懂又不问，自己多事做什么决定。
好啦，这就是教训。。。以前孤僻的你，最后还是原点让你尝尝以前你的孤僻有多乖。
不要怕，要乖哦，JOLIN。。。少理别人的事，要做回以前孤僻的那个小孩不难。
真的不难! 加油自己。。。。。。。

人心真的难测。。如果我有那样的测量计，也许我不会让我的朋友伤心更不会没想到我朋友的感受。 是我的错，我的错。 对不起，我曾经以为可以永远的好朋友。 不管怎样，我永远觉得你是即使你不在理我，假装不认得我，我会配合你的假装但不会真的忘记你这朋友。
如果真的有如果，我看误会会因为如果而溶化。。。如果时间能倒退，如果我不是NILAI的学生。如果我当初有提朋友想想他们的感受，如果我们还是无话不谈的好朋友，如果你原谅了我。。。。如果。。。。。。如果。。。。。。。。。。。更本没有结果。。。。TT

my very first part time in college life.

This is my really first part time at PICC......
It is Big....tired with serving people...
But nice experience and enjoy with so many colleges work together.salary some more ^^

Just serve here and there the get money, ok la, not bad.....

this is PICC

very nice place......
about 113 tables....
big.......really big...........all china people having annual party there.........all china.....
the chinese gurls all looks sweet man.....pretty than me......issh...make me guilty only!
well....5.30 start ..end around 8pm...very fast end then keep keep keep ...and get money...hehe
haha.....anyway...tomrou go PORT DICKSON part time again.......hope tat is nice ...
so excited......

to be continue..............PORT DICKSON part time adventure...........

problems make me learn and growth.

These few weeks really busy.
study, class, tour, shopping,sporting......even club meeting..
I felt tired but really enjoy, at least i wun think too much.
Virgo will never stand alone, but they will try to satisfy their alone.
Virgo appreciate every single frenship but lastly sure hurt by part of frenship.
That is fate. Because only that, Virgo will growth and learn.
Virgo seldom show out they hate people but if yes , they only will tell his/her best friend but they wun hav a really best fren who can last longer.It break at the end.
Virgo make noise and happy in everywhere but it is fake action when they are in room alone.
Finally, virgo force to be bad for fighting back.
There are so many people talking ...gossip bad about others.....but I believe within the gossip, there is partial about me as no one is perfect.
Its funny, why need gossip people things? But it naturalism of this world.
happy, sad, smile, laugh, cry , and fight will never cover a hurt.
That is life.
[END]

我觉得好寂寞。。。。

孤单是没有朋友而孤孤单单的过每一天，一个人
寂寞是党朋友们不在一起时，一大群
当太执着于一样东西太久时，压力形成了，
压力打败了我，
如果常常见面却又是忽视那是很痛苦的，但我能做什么。。
没有！ 我做了但没用。。。。因为挽回是骗人的只有改变和重新。。。
做好本分，够了！
难过够了，就忘了。。
哭过就好了，不会再有开心但假装好了。。。
问题不是一天就能解决的。。。。。。。。。。。。
时间会决定和判断一切。。。。。
无辜的人会是永远无辜，而犯人永远会被惩罚。。。。
执着的人，好像我那样，最后伤的不会是别人。。。。。
把东西拉的太紧，最后会被扯断。。。。。。。
人也一样，走的太近，结果就是。。。。。。
有时距离是种美。。。。。。。。。

累了，停下来休息吧，朋友。。。。。。我会在每一个休息站等着你们每一个。。。。。
一杯咖啡的时间，我真的累了。。。。对不起，对不起，对不起！