Tuesday, December 1, 2009

失去才懂得反省

有时真不了解自己。。。。
有个那么好的朋友偏偏却被讨厌。。。。
为什么呢。。。因为不成熟的思想,然后开始不懂成熟的定义。。。。
开始不懂生存的意义。。。好烦啊! 人生道理那么多。。。。
想了解一个人有那么难吗 ?人心就如“宫心计”。。。好可怕。。。
一个朋友不能时时刻刻了解我的朋友在干嘛吗?
朋友不可能时时刻刻一起~但我希望的只是虽然不能常常进行同一些活动也知道不能常常在一起,那我就不能一封信讯问候在干嘛吗?

可是最后我这些举动让我失去了一个,也许是一位“东西”。。。。我最珍惜的“一位”东西。。。。
没有以前一般的胡闹,没有以前那般的欢笑,狂笑。。。。。。
而我依然把这样东西看得更重要,虽然说那东西不认为那有多意义。。。。可是对我来说是重要宝贵的。。。因为缘分,我拥有了那东西。。。。。。。。。

那东西, 让我没了脾气也不敢有脾气。。。。
甚至让我有点独立起来。。。。。。。。
可是谁都不会知道,除了家人,那东西也是最了解我的“一位”。。。

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Being appreciated is the most wonderful thing in the world. Yet, if this action makes the person feels uncomfortable and stressful, you are puttting the freindship in truoble. Everything has its own limit. Don't overdo it. Distance sometimes keeps and enhances friendship. Hopefully you will understand it one day..Life is short, don't waste the time thinking negative things.. Enjoy your life and treat everything as precious as ur life. You will find that a clown will share and bring the real meaning of happiness to the people around him one day. All the best !

jolin said...

Thanx for the comment....Yes. distance.....I understand it when i met the mature her. I call her as sis. Because she really like my sis that i wish to hav long long long ago........Maybe sumtimes i will angry but she just ignore like a sis, sumtimes i sad then she will cheer me up like a sis,my childish thinking was pulled away by her, and i started to be strong ........and finally i know a distance is needed everywhere..........So, to be happy, i always think another way round!!!! tat is,
[when the time we are not together,i will always think tat my sis actually go for a rest, and after rest, she will still meet me again and guide me my childish.]
And you "COMMENTer". sorry,i don't know your name but i know who u r.....anyway. thanx sis